Ending, New Beginning
I miss my regimen of work out due to work.
I am like a walking slob.I need to get a better shape.
Looking haggard, old, fatigue, unshapely and fat is total NO-NO for me
I miss my regimen of work out due to work.
Today I have been chicken soup whole day, only in evening I ate some roti kirai with curry sauce. I have no appetite to have a good meal today even though I am recovering.
I am not sure what has happened to me but I keep going to toilet. My stool is watery, smell like...that can kill me and brownish.
breakfast - spaghetti
I forget to take picture of the food. Breakfast, I had fried spaghetti with chicken. Then Lunch I had char siew rice at foodcourt. Then the rest will be porridge in evening. The food in pasar malam is very tempting but I say to myself - I am fat now. Be strong to resist temptation.
The food I had for today. I did 45 minutes of cardio on treadmill plus 1 hour of bodypump by Collin. It ahve been a long time I had done bodypump. It was so stressful. Today gym very crowded, hence I skipped the bodycombat and leave home.
Rounds and rounds of negative remarks about me gaining weight brought me down. Being fat is such a sin more than a blessing. I develop tummy and double chin or rather rounder face. My body are getting flabby.